ALMOST WALKED HOME

okay so the whole time at the beach i REALLY really really missed my freakin BFF shelbey. i never realized how close i am with her until i didnt have her around. i swear to god i missed her so much that i almost walked home.

on the way home i was thinking about how excited i was gonna be to see her and how i was going to give her the biggest hug i think i'll ever give out in my entire life. as i was thinking about it i almost teared up. i was about to cry! why? idk. i freaking..idk.

idk what i'd do without her.
and the best part is...i get to see her soon!!!!
i hope.

CRAZY BITCH!
i might have just spent one week of my life with the devils daughter.
i swear to the good lord above this CRAZY bitch was about to look like the picture above. i wanted nothing more then to completely fuck her up. i cant even type out how crazy this stupid girl is. its not even worth my time.
i swear to god if she fucking died some horrible death right infront of me i might just smirk!!!

thats one week of my life i'll never get back.
it taught me one thing..i sure do appreciate my friends!

Will you kiss me?
so i went to work today at dulles towne center. it was fun. actually it was alot of fun. i love going to new places where no one knows me. i feel good about myself. like people want to know me. anyway...i was in the back and the lead stock/assisstant manager asked me if i would kiss him. this kid was HOTTT! i would have totally done it. he got my number (from brianna) and we started texting. he said he got nervous when i walked into the room. he was shy and scared to kiss me. and i totatally played it off like i wasnt scared to kiss this dude at all.when in fact i was more scared then him. but confidence is sexy and thats what i was trying to be.

so i ended up having to leave before i could even kiss the guy. idk...im going back to work there because they said they'd need me agian. so im sure eventually i will kiss him. man...idk what it is with gays but they think im so hott. girls just dont. idk why. its not like im so gay that it would be wierd for a girl to like me. girls just turn me down left and right...but its the opposite with guys.

either way it was a pretty exciting day at work. haha. :)

AM I THE ONLY ONE?!
take a good look at that picture. see that fucking polar bear? do you see any icebergs within reach? no. you dont. thats because they are all melting. so the polar bears are fucking drowning. i dont understand. its like no one fucking cares. REGARDLESS of whether or not global warming is real or not these icebergs are melting at a very unnatural rate and there are MANY things we can do to prevent this. but because people are so god damn selfish about the stupidist shit they neglect to do anything.

how hard is it to contribute. do your fucking part. i swear to god i dont understand why no one seems to care. A WHOLE ISLAND IS GOING TO DISAPPEAR!!!!! all the people that live on that island will die because they have no means of technology to get to another land mass. in every other country besides fucking america global warming is not a theory its reality. do you think the people on that island believe that global warming is real? i fucking wonder.

i swear to god. i dont know what happend and when i started to feel this way about the environment but god damn i get so emotional about it. the people who dont believe half of the shit that is right infront of them dont believe it because they havnt done any research in order to gain knowledge about the fucking subject. dont fucking argue with me about the fucking environment. IM DEDICATING MY LIFE TO THE ENVIRONMENT!!!!! dont tell me that nothing is wrong. do some fucking research then come back to me with some statistics or some fucking facts to back your niave opinion up. do that or dont even bring it up!

SUMMER!
alright finally! its summer. i've graduated. life seems to be taking a path that isnt as stressful as the last 4 years of my life. I remember hearing all the time that highschool was supposed to be the best 4 years of your life but now all i hear is how college is going to the the best x amount of years of my life. im pretty sure im going to try and make college as fun as possible! im excited. im moving 14 hours away! so thats exciting. i havnt moved once...okay once...in my entire life! thats what makes this whole thing great. everyone in mississippi is so accepting of people. i've never seen anyone be rude. although ive only been there for like..10 days total. either way im ready to make new friends and start saving the world!!!

Long Time Gone

Long Time Gone

alright so i've been neglecting writing on this blog...
buutttt... since i got my new laptop i should get back into the swing of things.

i dont know why but using a laptop makes me feel like
i'm more likely to do things. like..i can be anywhere i want.
im not confined to sitting at my desk and typing on that stupid
keyboard.